Physical Eye- patterns 3:15pm 19th December 2023

BismilLahirRahmaanirRaheem

In The Name of Allah, The Entirely Merciful, The Especially Merciful

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1. It seems that over the last few weeks; from the Wednesday of the 25mg Riesperdal Consta Injection, till that some Sunday, I am extremely lethargic/ tired, I face intellectual patterns/ and intellectual fatigue, and I sleep a lot, and I am not mostly able to go to the Masjid/ Mosque during these first 4 to 5 days of the injection( on Wednesday)
2. On Monday, the week after the injection, I tend to get the physical-eye-patterns/ I tend to face the “Physical-eye-patterns” issue i.e. full-blown patterns and I have to deal with the situation in the moment, turning back to Allah, supp,licating ardently to Allah, listening to ruqya and Surah Baqarah, walking around the house to get my daily exercise, due to the fact that I am ill, and unable to go out for my daily walk/ masjid etc.
3. From Tuesday the next week after the injection, until about Friday/ Saturday, My strength seem sto be coming back and I am able to mostly go to the masjid as much as possible/ as much as I can- Wa Allahu A’lam
4. From about Sunday till Wednesday( of the Next Injection), my strength completely begins to return and go above and beyond- to the scopes of spirituality/ high level of spiritual existence
5. And usually due to my anxiety/ worry for my injection, then my Tuesday Night to the time around my injection the next day on Wednesday, I am prescribed 5 days worth of anti-anxiety drugs i.e. diazepam- long lasting/ 24 hour anxiotic/ anti-anxiety drug.
6. I am currently having an extra 4 days of diazepam making 9 diazepam tablets these last few weeks, due to the severe side-effects of 25mg Risperdal Consta Injection- in the first 5 days(or so) of my injection/ injection day
7. Hopefully, I’d permanently be prescribed/ dispensed/ given 9 diazepam tablets every 2 weeks on the day of my injection
8. So, this is the main/ general phases of general well-being/ specific well-being that I go through during the 2 weeks of my injection, from the frist injection  to the next